Me

[mr_sidaway]

Look i am sorry that i have not got in contact the last few days but i needed time to think. Its nothing to do with anyone at all and i know it was wrong for me not to get in contact with anyone but i couldnt but also i felt i shouldnt.
I needed time for myself and not for anyones else opinion or anyone else going on at me i just needed time for me.
I am really really sorry i got the wrong day but i was thinking about you, and if it means anything i am sorry and happy birthday.
I have to do this for me and noone else and i know wat you guys think of me at the moment and i am sorry but i love you lot and you are the only reason and i have been coming to college the last few weeks. I find it hard sometimes and then slowly lost intrest.
I wish i had handled it differently but i didnt and i wish i did.

Basically i am not going to come back to college, well for the moment and it something i wanna do.
I love you minda,laura and sarah and u have been great lasses towards me past present and hopefully in the future.
I miss you all and hope that you all forgive my decision but i have to do this.

I will come and see you all if you still want me to if not i understand

Laura i am so sorry i got the day mixed up, please forgive and happy birthday.