aw geeZ
for f*ck's sake
so i am now 28 years old. i should be happy that i am still young. i feel bad for complaining. i know that when it's my 42nd or 66th i'm going to look back and WISH it was my 28th bday. but still.
i feel old. old and saggy. old and saggy and yucky. *SIGHHHHH*
i remember the day i found my first white hair. not grey. WHITE.
yes. about four months after my dad died. I saw the hair and realized that it was exactly long enough to have started right when he died. and now, well...and now, i have quite alot of white hairs. not grey. WHITE.
FUUUUUUUCKKKKKKKKKKK.
for sh*t's sake.
and the worst part is that no one gives a damn. no one gives a damn except my mother. who will be phoning in a few hours to tell me my birth story. the same one she has told me every single OCT 7 for the last 28 years.
"at 2:54 am on a sunday morning...."
the sad part is that i am becoming my parents, not one but BOTH. aw geeZ.
so i am now 28 years old. i should be happy that i am still young. i feel bad for complaining. i know that when it's my 42nd or 66th i'm going to look back and WISH it was my 28th bday. but still.
i feel old. old and saggy. old and saggy and yucky. *SIGHHHHH*
i remember the day i found my first white hair. not grey. WHITE.
yes. about four months after my dad died. I saw the hair and realized that it was exactly long enough to have started right when he died. and now, well...and now, i have quite alot of white hairs. not grey. WHITE.
FUUUUUUUCKKKKKKKKKKK.
for sh*t's sake.
and the worst part is that no one gives a damn. no one gives a damn except my mother. who will be phoning in a few hours to tell me my birth story. the same one she has told me every single OCT 7 for the last 28 years.
"at 2:54 am on a sunday morning...."
the sad part is that i am becoming my parents, not one but BOTH. aw geeZ.