Nov 18, 2007 17:30
So ali is about to pick me up to go see a play at her church. Alexis is coming but she doesn't know it yet. lol.
I'm sorry i always blow up at people. I do it to everyone. Especially Roni. She'll kinda annoy me for a second and then i'll be like, "Roni, How about.....!!!(dot dot dot). Its me being selfish. I need to start taking a second to think, "Do i really need to yell at my friend right now? Is it worth it?" I feel like you just need to let me yell because you just annoyed me. And then i don't apologize correctly. Its always a back handed apology. like, "i'm sorry you feel that way." Kiley does that. Because in my mind, i'm completely justified. But no one else will think that. I AM the WRONG one in all those times that i blow up for little reasons. So for everyone that i've done that to (Especially Roni, Kiley, and Ali) I'm sorry.........I'm SORRY. Not "i'm sorry you feel that way" or "im sorry i made you feel that way." I'm sorry i blew up and bitched you out for no GOOD reason. I'm also sorry for my back handed apologies. and most importantly, I'm sorry for my HYPOCRITICAL SUBTLE POST that i made. Totally not cool. It was all part of me blowing up at you, theresa. So, sorry to everyone b/c that's not like me to do that. I'm mostly sorry to you, Theresa, because i did a public post and said more than i needed to say. So i'm sorry you feel that way....JUST KIDDING! Sorry for everything! love you. :-) PS, don't apologize for your post, i deserved it.