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As I am pretty certain there is not a single person following this journal anymore, I'm back.
It's just that I keep having this horrible realisation that my life feels like it's falling apart, and there is not a single person I feel I can turn to to talk about it.
On the odd chance that someone is reading this, don't worry, I'm fine, I'm always fine, forget it.
I'm one of those kind of people who prefer to be content with what they have. That doesn't mean that I am happy with what I've got. It means I don't expect something better if X were to change. I'm looking for a different job. But I am content with my current job, infact I quite like it. And I want to make the change, but I don't think it will 'fix' my life. It is though, an important step in changing more aspects of my life. So, its not happening... I don't really know what to do. I am content, I enjoy my current job, so I don't want to hang too much on the getting a new job bizzo. So, life's shit, so what, that' what you get. It isn't my job that's shit. Ah, I'm sick of even talking to myself now.