lost
I feel so lost lately I feel like I am wondering through a forest or a fog and I can't figure out which way is out. It's not even one thing anymore it's so many other things.
I miss her though I do so much. He roommate thinks I am horrible that I am bitch and I feel the same I can't forgive myself for what I did I can't and I won't. I want to be someone I am not I wish I could be that guy but I can't. I could be dirty I could have useless sex I could but I don't want to I only want this one person. She says I need to remember who I was before and I do remember and I was miserable about so much.
time to go now.
I miss her though I do so much. He roommate thinks I am horrible that I am bitch and I feel the same I can't forgive myself for what I did I can't and I won't. I want to be someone I am not I wish I could be that guy but I can't. I could be dirty I could have useless sex I could but I don't want to I only want this one person. She says I need to remember who I was before and I do remember and I was miserable about so much.
time to go now.