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So it's been quite a long time since i wrote in this thing, and sense no one reads it i figure why not use it to get some stuff off my chest. so here it goes!
lately i've been "dating" a couple different guys, and by that i mean one at a time over the last 6 months with like a month in between each one :) and so far i'm not impressed. guy after guy, jerk after jerk. not all of them have been jerks. most of them have been great, at least in the beginning...but then something always happens. they realize they still have feelings for an exgf, they just want to be friends...stupid things like that. just recently i met this great guy through a friend, he added me as a friend on myspace, we sent tons of messages back and forth, then chatted on line a bunch, text each other, and then decided to hang out...went to the park, Red Robin, and a movie...it was perfect! and it ended perfectly, with a hug. and then he started to get busy with finals and work and everything else, so just didn't talk. then we had lunch together with the mutual friend, can we say awkward? and that's that. he told me tonight that it's just a friend thing. just like that. and then i have all these other guys asking me out. yes they are nice, decent guys. but i don't have any interest in them. i would hate to have them think that i'm interested just because i'm nice to them. when they do ask me out for dinner, i make up some excuse. but it's better than going, leading them on, and then hurting them??
i do have a few decent men in my life. just a shame they live thousands of miles away and i don't get to see them ever.
lately i've been "dating" a couple different guys, and by that i mean one at a time over the last 6 months with like a month in between each one :) and so far i'm not impressed. guy after guy, jerk after jerk. not all of them have been jerks. most of them have been great, at least in the beginning...but then something always happens. they realize they still have feelings for an exgf, they just want to be friends...stupid things like that. just recently i met this great guy through a friend, he added me as a friend on myspace, we sent tons of messages back and forth, then chatted on line a bunch, text each other, and then decided to hang out...went to the park, Red Robin, and a movie...it was perfect! and it ended perfectly, with a hug. and then he started to get busy with finals and work and everything else, so just didn't talk. then we had lunch together with the mutual friend, can we say awkward? and that's that. he told me tonight that it's just a friend thing. just like that. and then i have all these other guys asking me out. yes they are nice, decent guys. but i don't have any interest in them. i would hate to have them think that i'm interested just because i'm nice to them. when they do ask me out for dinner, i make up some excuse. but it's better than going, leading them on, and then hurting them??
i do have a few decent men in my life. just a shame they live thousands of miles away and i don't get to see them ever.