Mar 09, 2006 20:10
Slowly picking myself as my friendship with Kandy hits the gutters. She acts like I'm selfish. I admit, i get carried away when talking about my stories sometimes, but I'm not selfish, I asked how she is. I review hers. It's just not enough.
The friendship's been a bit off for a while, we don't talk much and she blames it now on my stories, says it's all about me. Excuse me that I actually have goals and unlike her, want to improve, not spend my life moping. But that email still hurts. I refuse to respond. I don't want to talk to her anymore.
Maybe with Abbie I'm over reacting, if she doesn't like it, it's ok. I know people who do and for my work, I got a one shot done, did the first zombie!sex I've ever read and improved the lemon skills. Yay!
That comment is now picking at me like a freaking bird on my head.
Am I self-centered?