I apologize for the rants and self-pity
I know it gets old after a while seeing the same tired crap in my journals. I'm going to try and put a moratorium on the pity parties I've been throwing for myself. There's a lot of muck to get through, and I appreciate the comments and the kind words. More than I can ever put into words, I thank you. I'm going to try and take some time off and see what I can do about myself. Hopefully some things can be worked out and solved, or at least understood and accepted. I'll try to just post positive things going on in my life. I will really try.