almost Christmas
its a weird time isn't it? that time between seasons. when fall has really set in and Christmas is around the corner. no one really knows whats going on do they? its like. ok well maybe its just me but. its like everyone is realizing how fast time is moving... and they aren't yet in the good Christmas mood. it's like everyone is just being pulled along with time. not wanting to go with it. I'm just realizing a year from now that I'll have to pay for books and be completely broke and eat... not so good cafeteria food. and share a room. or not. wouldn't that suck. to miss out on all that? and its like man. I'm going to have to do something. like really really do something. this is a very depressing thought and I cannot wait until winter finally hits. winter is arguably the best season. period. everyone is in such a good mood and everyone is so ready to embrace people. its lovely. you make the best of friends during the winter. and maybe I've just been in an odd mood lately. It's just a weird feeling, liking people for no reason at all. try that. really. someone you don't particularly get along with... look at them one day and just decide to like them. forget everything you've argued about and just look at them as if they were a likable person. in fact, when you look at everyone like that, they look back at you as if you're a likable person too. that's my favorite part of this experiment so far. I just. I'm really just ready for something to happen. Christmas. swim season. something. can't you tell something's about to happen? I absolutely love it. I'm so excited about it I just had to write. I know I haven't in like months but I just needed to, ya know? man. I can't wait for Christmas.