Aug 27, 2005 21:24
1. I miss Bloomington, College, Keith, Valerie, and Fuzz.
2. Children are crazy.
3. My mother is crazy.
4. Drinking in my basement does not compare to drinking in Bloomington, not even close.
5. I'm getting fat because of all the crap food in this house and my lack of will power.
I have no self-control when it comes to oreos and chips and salsa. Ugh...I have no time to go work out between soccer practices and school everyday. Monday morning I'm going to try and go before 6 am. Getting up at 5:30 doesn't really sound appealing though. BUT someone special is coming into town next weekend again and I always feel more up to getting down after I've worked out all week, running and what not. I think I'm going to fast tomorrow, I ate really crappy today even after I was like I'm going to fast saturday and sunday, oh no, couldn't hold out once I opened the fridge to get mary kate something to eat. I'm such a fat kid at heart that wants to be skinny so badly, but yet not badly enough to pass up a brownie. UGH!! My nemesis...Chocolate. But on a great note, I have not eaten french fries or pizza since at least June 20th, what thats like over two months now!! WootWoot for me. Proud of myself. Trying to stay away from ice cream now too. Pizza's been a bitch, my fam orders it all the time, and down at school we used to order it after a long night of drinking alllllll the time. Gotta eat better and work out more, but then again who doesn't.