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I applied to IWCC yesterday and filled out the FAFSA. I want to wait until I hear back before I request letters of recommendation for scholarships. I was going to go for Broadcasting, but now I've changed my mind and want to go for Theatre. I keep having this nagging feeling that I was robbed and that I never should've quit theatre. Now my biggest fear is that I'm going to get screwed over because of a stupid algebra credit.
I was so sure that theatre was my calling when I first started Stephens. Breaks my heart just remembering when they called me in for my evaluation. I broke out into a cold sweat, I couldn't look into their eyes, I started seeing spots, I was shaky, I had trouble breathing. It was like someone threw a brick at my stomach. I don't want to relive that embarassment again, but I also know that I need to do this and I need to see if I'm a good actress. Chris always said I was. Cupp said I was. Heck, Cupp wanted to cast me as Lady Macbeth! That is like the part all actresses want to conquer. I guess I want to see if I can be Lady Macbeth. If all else fails, I have a BFA in Screenwriting, right?