i'm counting the times you came for a day

Nov 12, 2003 17:05

i think maybe this could work if i could balance out the number of things to be serious about and the number of things to not be serious about. because i'm serious about things like what salad dressing i use, but not serious about who i meet and what i get done. i'm motivated and i have goals and dreams and things that i am going to do and love and be happy with, but i can't get to them because i keep concentrating on the salad dressing.

school is so easy that i'm letting things slip. by slipping i mean that i am getting Bs. this statement-making thing isn't working. i want to go to a party where all the girls wear black dresses. i have the feeling that i never will. when i told you that one time that i thought maybe i believed in god because i'm never given too much that i can't handle, i think i jinxed myself.

i'm really tired of money. i'm really tired of wanting things. i only like christmas because it gets cold and things smell good. i'm really tired of needing more money. i'm really tired of wanting to go to shows but having no one to go with. (atmosphere on the twenty-first of november.) i'm tired of not knowing the new time that pete & pete is on.

we are supposed to be mature and responsible and in control.
and we are all trying to hard.

remember that pete & pete episode when little pete turned on the humidifier and the de-humidifier at the same time and blew a hole in the lawn and got grounded for the fourth of july? i think that is my favorite episode. i also like the new years one and the one where big pete goes out with selma blair when she was like sixteen and her name on the show was penelope or something of that nature.

the current bid on mellon collie and the infinite sadness 12" on e-bay is $51.00 and is shipping from athens, greece. since this is obviously not going to happen due to the enormous amount of money i plan on spending on ballet shoes with smiths lyrics on them and a matching bag and scarf from the gap, i think i am going to call around to every record store within a fifty mile radius from my house to see if anyone has a copy. but i highly doubt it, since it was something like a 20,000 copy pressing. courtney, we may have to add scouring ever record store in south florida to our weekend. are you down?

happy 1 year anniversary, erin's livejournal. it's been fun.

A COLD FRONT IS COMING. FINALLY. IT WILL BE IN THE 60S ON FRIDAY!
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