This week sucked and you didn't help
I finally got that exam from my Women and Art class that I thought I did so God damn well on ....fucking C+. I Knew all my shit too I just don't understand..it's so disheartening to not to do so well in a class that I love. After getting my exam back she then goes on to say that I have missed alot of classes... I've missed two...I'm so upset.
I also realized that I'm probably not going to pass my math class which will fuck up my college career further. Not only will I not be able to take and pass Quantitative Methods (and finally declare psychology as my major)but I won't be able to take any labs until I have successfully been placed into Calculus. I see my dreams of going to graduate school and becoming a professor and therapist slipping further and further away.
I don't even want to begin with Physiological Psychology.
I'm doing ok in Social Psychology..all my test grades have been low b's.
I'm so fucking sad I can't stand it.
I started taking birth control too so all these hormones aren't helping.
My mom went way for the week so my sis and I were going to have a party Saturday night. I get a call from my sis at 10pm (an hour before my friends would arrive) that the cops were called and I had to get there quick. After the cops left kids came back, turing me and my friends into crowd control as always.
Such a bad fucking night.
The icing on the cake was when my dad threatend to stop paying for my college and report my car as stolen in order to get me home and not to stay the night at Chris's.
Hate is an understatement as to the way I feel about him. As I see it (And many would agree) he owes me all that and more. Everytime I try to get over it I just fucking can't. Everytime I try to forgive him, forget the past and try to have some sort of a relationship with him he does this to me.
My dad keeps calling Chris, Steve ..this of course infuriates me. When I correct him he says "whatever, same thing" this makes me even more mad.
Ben smoked up with my sister last night which was weird.
I also got a 50 cent raise at work.
I also realized that I'm probably not going to pass my math class which will fuck up my college career further. Not only will I not be able to take and pass Quantitative Methods (and finally declare psychology as my major)but I won't be able to take any labs until I have successfully been placed into Calculus. I see my dreams of going to graduate school and becoming a professor and therapist slipping further and further away.
I don't even want to begin with Physiological Psychology.
I'm doing ok in Social Psychology..all my test grades have been low b's.
I'm so fucking sad I can't stand it.
I started taking birth control too so all these hormones aren't helping.
My mom went way for the week so my sis and I were going to have a party Saturday night. I get a call from my sis at 10pm (an hour before my friends would arrive) that the cops were called and I had to get there quick. After the cops left kids came back, turing me and my friends into crowd control as always.
Such a bad fucking night.
The icing on the cake was when my dad threatend to stop paying for my college and report my car as stolen in order to get me home and not to stay the night at Chris's.
Hate is an understatement as to the way I feel about him. As I see it (And many would agree) he owes me all that and more. Everytime I try to get over it I just fucking can't. Everytime I try to forgive him, forget the past and try to have some sort of a relationship with him he does this to me.
My dad keeps calling Chris, Steve ..this of course infuriates me. When I correct him he says "whatever, same thing" this makes me even more mad.
Ben smoked up with my sister last night which was weird.
I also got a 50 cent raise at work.