I can't......

May 11, 2005 15:25

This is getting too hard for me. I can't stop thinking about suicide........No one knows how depressed I am. I just seriously don't know what to do with my life. I'ts so pointless. I honestly don't have any reason to live. Not many people would care if I die either. This has to stop soon. I mean soon, or something bad will seriously happen. I not ( Read more... )

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anonymous May 12 2005, 00:46:08 UTC
omg bonnie..plz dont say those things..i care bout u soo much..im soo in love wif you..plzz stop thinking bout tht...i dont want anything 2 happen 2 u..cuz i wont 4give myself 4 lettin this n e thing happen 2 u...plzz come back on aim soon cuz i'll miss u soo much..i love you sooo very much!!!

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O ye of little faith... anonymous May 12 2005, 22:36:40 UTC
why do u give up so quickly? u give up after things start to go bad. i've been there, when u lose everything your life means, so u rely on friends and they turn around and stab u in the back, and then u cry out to God and u wonder why he won't answer. So u get out of bed day by day wondering will this ever end. Then u lie there on the ground after a long day and say "it's over", wondering why God won't listen and why he gave up. Reality check, God never gave up, you gave up. You go around sinning and swearing and spreading gossip and being jealous (not just u, but all sorts of people) and then you really wonder why God won't listen to you? Cast the mote out of your eye and see cleary. I can't guarantee that things are going to get better. But if you really want things to change then it's time for YOU to Stand Out (hmmm, seeing a familair name) You're in the world, don't be a part of it. Everyone wants other people to be more and more for God... but to change them first u have to change yourself. I know you feel like nobody cares about ( ... )

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x_kat3st3r_x May 13 2005, 03:17:37 UTC
Bonnie, not every one in the youth hates you...i really dont have a problem with you. and dont commit suicide, ive ben in your shoes, i know most of what your going threw. life is a beautiful thing, and you should treasure what short time you have on earth, to be with the people that love you, the people that you love, to see the world, and what could possibly happen tomorrow. i know we dont talk anymore, over some stupid little arguement, and its compleatly childish the way we are acting. im sorry, for everything. just look at whats going on in your life, and look at all the people in it, and what would happen if you did commit suicide...id like to talk some more, maybe i could help you out, maybe just a little bit. i can help you threw some things...thats only if you want.
<3 Katie

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jaketheman May 13 2005, 16:14:59 UTC
noooo! you better not kill yourself!!!!!

id b sad/upset////mad////YA!

so dont u go dien on me

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suicide grnday355 May 16 2005, 19:21:40 UTC
uhmmm yeah if bonnie killed herself i wouldn't have a reason to live and they would find me dead somewhere.....
Raise your hand if you care about bonnie and would kill yourself if anything happened to her!
**raises hand**

Alyssa loves ya!

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Re: suicide dagiggles2007 May 16 2005, 23:35:43 UTC
**raise my hand too**

I love you

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Re: suicide x_d_port_x May 17 2005, 00:19:09 UTC
You might not like me, but I would still cry at your funeral!

*raises hand*

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Re: suicide x_kat3st3r_x May 29 2005, 19:54:33 UTC
Bonnie, i know you dont like me too much...but i care for you, and i dont want you to die!

*raises hand*

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