I can't......
This is getting too hard for me. I can't stop thinking about suicide........No one knows how depressed I am. I just seriously don't know what to do with my life. I'ts so pointless. I honestly don't have any reason to live. Not many people would care if I die either. This has to stop soon. I mean soon, or something bad will seriously happen. I not going to be talking to anybody for a while. Don't expect me on AIM and dont try to call me. Dont expect me to talk to anybody either or updating on this for a while. But I am still going to church. I hate my life so much, everybody is better then me. nobody likes me anymore. i have no friends. they all hate me. i cant do anything to please anybody. i cant do anything right. i just hate my life so frickin much. no one would understand anything about whats going on right now. they wouldnt even care to ask. im not afriad of suicide at all........the only thing that is holding me back from it is how God doesnt like suicide. I wish i could just get it over with. and end it all now!