Oct 25, 2004 18:21
Yo whats poppin!! lol AH! I'm so glad to be home, school kind of sucked today. It was just one of those days where you dont feel at ur best. As you know, if you read my last entry, i didnt get any sleep last night, i'm talking not at ALL!! So, i could barley get up this morning, i almost fell asleep in the shower and i missed the bus....sounds like a good start huh? Well later I fell asleep in math class, all the way through, I couldnt help it, it wasnt a good idea but i tried so hard to stay awake but i couldnt. To top everything off I got my report card to day and it wasnt too good. My last period teacher bitched at me sayin all this shit about making up days and how my math and english and world grades are going down...and shes nto even my core teacher!! Shes my fucking speach and debate teacher... shes been freaking out about this whole tornament thing that we're holding at our school this saturday and she's being a total bitch!! So today sucked and I felt like lodging a bullet in my brains...i know sounds harsh but thats how bad today was.
It's all good now, I'm home, had dinner, watched some tv and calmed down. Ryan cheered me up a little...(thanks RY RY!!) I can't wait untill holoween!! I dont know why they moved it to saturday but they did...all in the news and everything. I guess it's better but i dont know. Me and Valerie came up with some plans and talked to our lunch troop about going trick or treating and getting into some mischief (as you know it, like always I'm into something hehe) so we're getting a bunch of our friends and hanging out sat...havent done things like this in a while so I know it'll be loads of funnnnn! woop woop!!I saw ____ this morning!!( it's in my last entry if you dont know what im talking about) I would rather not say his beautiful name, just so no one will really know who I'm talking about. But I got Valerie to walk up with me this moring and talk to some of our friends...HE was there!! I did talk to him...but not alot...I couldnt think of what to say...I was too busy staring into his gorgeous eyes..ahh now Im jibber jabbing all this gushy non-sense!! But i'll tell you, he gives me a high just thinking about him!! Since we seemed to be connected through a stream of friends...maybe that will make it easier for us to get to know eacheother alot better and maybe go out...I dont know...Im probably crushing into a dream state....well im off....LATER GATERSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!