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For some odd reason I'm still yet to fall asleep. Sleep is what I couldnt wait for in the end of the day, everyday, to get away from everything and get lost in my dreams. Its becomming an irregular down fall, I think it's mainly because of the things I keep locked away in thoughts. I tend to think about everything all at once to the point its over whelming and I'm awake at all hours of the night.
I'm a little confused as well, I have friend whom I've been friends with quite a while now. There have been some certain "moments" where I've felt closer to this person as more than a friend. It's only sometimes I feel I really really like this person, and other times the feeling is ruined by...I'm not really sure, but something, im thinking the way he acts sometimes.
There is another guy at my school that I am so attracted to its crazy. I talk to him sometimes, hes not in a ny of my classes so it makes it harder to find him. But I do see him everymorning be fore school, and before 4th period b/c his class is right across the hall from mine. When I see him i get all these feelings in my stomach and I cant bring myself to go and talk to him. In the morning I'll walk the other way, and before 4th period I wont go out like I used to, i just sit down in the classroom and see him pass by. I dont know whats wrong with me, im crazy. because when he sees me, he always talks to me and says hey to me, but I cant when I see him. I dont want him to think i dont like him or something. I think Im just afraid he wont like me the way i like him. I dont want to hurt anyone's feelings either (there are a couple of people who've told me they like me). There's not too much left to say but...I dont know what to do...
another note: can someone help me make my live journal up-to-date? Why cant mine be as cool as everyone elses? lol I want a cool background, i want to be able to have a different picture icon for every journal entree....please let me know how to do all this...thanks
I'm a little confused as well, I have friend whom I've been friends with quite a while now. There have been some certain "moments" where I've felt closer to this person as more than a friend. It's only sometimes I feel I really really like this person, and other times the feeling is ruined by...I'm not really sure, but something, im thinking the way he acts sometimes.
There is another guy at my school that I am so attracted to its crazy. I talk to him sometimes, hes not in a ny of my classes so it makes it harder to find him. But I do see him everymorning be fore school, and before 4th period b/c his class is right across the hall from mine. When I see him i get all these feelings in my stomach and I cant bring myself to go and talk to him. In the morning I'll walk the other way, and before 4th period I wont go out like I used to, i just sit down in the classroom and see him pass by. I dont know whats wrong with me, im crazy. because when he sees me, he always talks to me and says hey to me, but I cant when I see him. I dont want him to think i dont like him or something. I think Im just afraid he wont like me the way i like him. I dont want to hurt anyone's feelings either (there are a couple of people who've told me they like me). There's not too much left to say but...I dont know what to do...
another note: can someone help me make my live journal up-to-date? Why cant mine be as cool as everyone elses? lol I want a cool background, i want to be able to have a different picture icon for every journal entree....please let me know how to do all this...thanks