it's a wrap//fuck 420

[mousercise]

let's see... i went to riverside last weekend. i'll miss the bay area, there's nothing like it.
but it was alright. the people there are nice. 80% of the school drinks less than twice a week.
i thought everyone in every college drank. not at mine.

i haven't had a cigarette for two weeks and no drugs except alcohol.
but i've been good about that stuff for much longer.
i'm good now, but that's just how i've turned out.
i might get straight As this semester, fingers crossed.

i'm not done being bad though. for now, i feel more at ease being this way.
it's simple.
i'm trying to eat healthier and run, you know, before prom.
i'm not just trying to look good in my dress.

we might go shopping for tuxes on friday.
my instructions were that i can pick anything i want, as long as it looks "gangsta"
his words not mine.
i wanted him to shop for my dress with me, but he said he can't see me in it before prom.
no, that's only for weddings. trying to pull a fast one on me.

so i'm working on the symposium but it's a slow process.
good luck to everyone.
we only have a little more than a week left.
it's amazing.

madeleine

PS: i'm the only senior without a senior DEALL right now. not good.
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