one for the new year one for the catch
one for the new year:
two thousand and three. i learned alot in 2003. some things are i've learned are drilled into my head. some things come simply, others resist my understanding. but all are important. i learned...
you find friends in the most unlikely places. purple skis are grounds for being made fun of. children understand more than we think. don't give head to someone you just met. you'll regret it. you need a weekend to go crazy. you can ALWAYS use more "black stuff". its fun to dance like a slut. dont listen to anyone but you on your birthday. your teeth look beautiful after braces -- its worth it. sing in the shower. remember everyone's birthday. balloons deflate in cold air. speak up if they don't plow your bus stop. don't try and purposely piss someone off. unless they deserve it. never eat rice krispie treats if the marshmallows have been on the floor. dont go to important events if you're sick -- no one wants to deal with you! have a heart-to-heart in a strange place - a bus ride or a crazy dorney park ride. rekindle old friendships. don't let friends be taken advantage of. if you eat figs, you won't have sexual dreams. look to the person who makes you laugh. take alot of pictures. don't be afraid to hang out with a weird group. having picnics can make you love someone. always tell your friends who you like. no one likes a pretender. always bring one more tampon than you think you'll need. spend a week with your friends. talk to bulgarians. you'll do anything when you're drunk. you know what i mean. dress like a ho one night and go out with your girls. if you're curious, try it. if you really want to do something, don't think of the consequences. some things are worth it. dont quit anything you've just begun. i can run as fast as i want to. dont be afraid to ask. dont judge on your first impression of someone. chemistry is NOT simple. you'll never see it coming...but it's going to happen. one night can change alot. almost three months can change even more. drink fucking responsibly. you can find ways to get around every rule. don't blame someone for what has happened. you can't change the past. small tee shirts are comfortable. always wear a belt when playing twister. don't touch people's hair too much, they won't appreciate it. its okay to be crazy. there are two sides to every story. if you do something wrong, expect to be paranoid. don't try to change someone's actions, as much as you may want to. they think what they're doing is right. don't be a bitch. do everything for the people you love.
one for the catch: our sweet guilt didn't elude her like on occasions past, but instead ran into her like a brick wall. i could point the blame to someone specific, but only because i'm not a big fan of her. it was everyones fault. some more than others. it will sound selfish, but its a damn good thing it happened there. i regret breaking her trust. they don't, but i suppose they shouldn't. i tried to save my own ass, but others make it difficult. you could say we won, we pulled it off. but the funniest thing is, winning to some is losing to others. all i feel is my guilt surrounding me, making me conspicious. i heard i wasn't...some people are just dumb and lets hope i wont be counted among them. i hate getting caught.
two thousand and three. i learned alot in 2003. some things are i've learned are drilled into my head. some things come simply, others resist my understanding. but all are important. i learned...
you find friends in the most unlikely places. purple skis are grounds for being made fun of. children understand more than we think. don't give head to someone you just met. you'll regret it. you need a weekend to go crazy. you can ALWAYS use more "black stuff". its fun to dance like a slut. dont listen to anyone but you on your birthday. your teeth look beautiful after braces -- its worth it. sing in the shower. remember everyone's birthday. balloons deflate in cold air. speak up if they don't plow your bus stop. don't try and purposely piss someone off. unless they deserve it. never eat rice krispie treats if the marshmallows have been on the floor. dont go to important events if you're sick -- no one wants to deal with you! have a heart-to-heart in a strange place - a bus ride or a crazy dorney park ride. rekindle old friendships. don't let friends be taken advantage of. if you eat figs, you won't have sexual dreams. look to the person who makes you laugh. take alot of pictures. don't be afraid to hang out with a weird group. having picnics can make you love someone. always tell your friends who you like. no one likes a pretender. always bring one more tampon than you think you'll need. spend a week with your friends. talk to bulgarians. you'll do anything when you're drunk. you know what i mean. dress like a ho one night and go out with your girls. if you're curious, try it. if you really want to do something, don't think of the consequences. some things are worth it. dont quit anything you've just begun. i can run as fast as i want to. dont be afraid to ask. dont judge on your first impression of someone. chemistry is NOT simple. you'll never see it coming...but it's going to happen. one night can change alot. almost three months can change even more. drink fucking responsibly. you can find ways to get around every rule. don't blame someone for what has happened. you can't change the past. small tee shirts are comfortable. always wear a belt when playing twister. don't touch people's hair too much, they won't appreciate it. its okay to be crazy. there are two sides to every story. if you do something wrong, expect to be paranoid. don't try to change someone's actions, as much as you may want to. they think what they're doing is right. don't be a bitch. do everything for the people you love.
one for the catch: our sweet guilt didn't elude her like on occasions past, but instead ran into her like a brick wall. i could point the blame to someone specific, but only because i'm not a big fan of her. it was everyones fault. some more than others. it will sound selfish, but its a damn good thing it happened there. i regret breaking her trust. they don't, but i suppose they shouldn't. i tried to save my own ass, but others make it difficult. you could say we won, we pulled it off. but the funniest thing is, winning to some is losing to others. all i feel is my guilt surrounding me, making me conspicious. i heard i wasn't...some people are just dumb and lets hope i wont be counted among them. i hate getting caught.