May 19, 2007 22:47
also...
The only time I feel beautiful is when I'm running, or when I'm exhausted after a run.
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I really want this guy to be the one... I really do. But who knows? That's the scary part. I have no control over whether he will love me for who I am...whether I will love him for who he is. God, I hope some force works for me on this one.