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When I smile it makes my face gigantic. I carry so much weight in my face... or it feels this way at least.
And the voices never stop. FATUGLYFATUGLYFATUGLYFATUGLY.
Flabby stomach, fat face, thick legs...
Now that school is done and my time is unoccupied, I can't stop thinking about it. I keep snacking. But then I weighed myself at the gym this morning and I've lost weight. I really need to stop weighing, I need to have actual meals, only, there's no one to have actual meals with. During the week, it's not so bad because it's structured. The weekends are an entirely different story.
Please, please. It feels like I'd give anything to have this go away.
And the voices never stop. FATUGLYFATUGLYFATUGLYFATUGLY.
Flabby stomach, fat face, thick legs...
Now that school is done and my time is unoccupied, I can't stop thinking about it. I keep snacking. But then I weighed myself at the gym this morning and I've lost weight. I really need to stop weighing, I need to have actual meals, only, there's no one to have actual meals with. During the week, it's not so bad because it's structured. The weekends are an entirely different story.
Please, please. It feels like I'd give anything to have this go away.