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Indeeds.
Tattoo still isn't finished, went to Buddhas today and they were closed, probably because it was a slow day, so i went to the bookstore and back to EnP for some chow.
Things are good there, Its loads of fun, and i lucked out, my coworkers are awesomesauce.
The Q is slowly headed downhill.
I think Ill be ok, eventually. I still miss you like crazy, but what can i do? I love you way too much to let you go, but i respect your decision too much to hang on. I said i wasnt going to hold out for you, and im not going to, but that doesnt change my feelings. As much as i would like to be here for you, and have you in my life, even as just a friend, i dont think i can just sit back and watch.
I am not strong enough for that.
There is no room for me in your life and I know this.
This sweet limbo im in, kid.
Thus, i have come to a conclusion. Im leaving. Im packing up and running away. It will be easier for you at least, and Ive always wanted to live somewhere else. I've been going stircrazy for quite a while.
After christmas, Ill be headed somewhere east.
I know, it puts a bit of a damper on going back to school. Oh well.
Its not something i have to do, its something i want to do, for many a reason.
More info to come.
Miss you, kid.
Tattoo still isn't finished, went to Buddhas today and they were closed, probably because it was a slow day, so i went to the bookstore and back to EnP for some chow.
Things are good there, Its loads of fun, and i lucked out, my coworkers are awesomesauce.
The Q is slowly headed downhill.
I think Ill be ok, eventually. I still miss you like crazy, but what can i do? I love you way too much to let you go, but i respect your decision too much to hang on. I said i wasnt going to hold out for you, and im not going to, but that doesnt change my feelings. As much as i would like to be here for you, and have you in my life, even as just a friend, i dont think i can just sit back and watch.
I am not strong enough for that.
There is no room for me in your life and I know this.
This sweet limbo im in, kid.
Thus, i have come to a conclusion. Im leaving. Im packing up and running away. It will be easier for you at least, and Ive always wanted to live somewhere else. I've been going stircrazy for quite a while.
After christmas, Ill be headed somewhere east.
I know, it puts a bit of a damper on going back to school. Oh well.
Its not something i have to do, its something i want to do, for many a reason.
More info to come.
Miss you, kid.