Aug 23, 2005 22:41
Well, I am now home, back from my two weeks on the road. I am happy to be here, where its actually a tolerable temperature at night, and my friends reside!
Night I got home, me and one of my oldest, if not oldest friend Donald hit the Sportsman to play some pool, shoot some darts and drink some beer. Was enjoyable - I don't have out with Dud as much as I used to, which is a shame considering he is like my best friend. A couple nights later we went again. Perhaps making it a weekly endeavor or bi-weekly could be good, and a bit more cost effective. lol.
Sunday I went to Church, which I enjoyed because I miss it when I don't go; and I couldn't go while I was out of town. The day of Sunday after the morning was kinda boring; cought up on stuff around the house and got stuff generally picked up. Talked to a few friends and cought up on the past two weeks. I got a nice suprise that night when I asked if Andrea wanted to hang out and she came over; we went for a walk around past the high school then down through the Haggen area and then the graveyard and back to my house. It was nice... I really do enjoy her company, even if I get kinda tongue tied I think around her.
Thinking about that though frustrates me; once again a sign of my awkwardness in a rather specific social situation. I like her, and I have no idea how to tell her that, because i'm stupid and worry about her like, totally not recipricating and then not talking to me anymore, or whatever. That whole rejection thing - its a bitch (With only a couple exceptions, its all I know)... meh. Only a small hitch in an otherwise good half-week back.