"remember when I used to write in my livejournal part I"
so this is gonna a pretty lame weekend i imagine.
jess, nicky, and aaron are all gone for the weekend. Not to say they're the only people that EXIST at rider, it just happens to be the people i hang out with the most and pretty much every weekend so to have all 3 gone...sucks BALLS.
so i'm here. can't go home..i have work tonight..
so what's been going on in my life???
things are good for the most part. I'm guessing i'm busy since the number of times i check my e-mail has reduced drastically.
hmm..
I'm obssessed with RENT...i know delayed. most of my friends were obsessed with RENT in middle school. I have yet to see the play, but that's my next step. i bought the movie, the movie soundtrack (broke...stupid me....LUCKILY after i put it on itunes) and jess let me steal her original soundtrack. YUM! RENT MY LOVE!
it's MARCH....what the fuck? time goes by soo fast. Yesterday they had the o*staff group interviews and although i'm going for it again, it was weird to think that a year ago i was going through it. DISGUSTINGLY nervous. and almost CERTAIN i wouldn't get it. a whole summer has passed winters almost through and i'm back again doing it again.
i'm not sure how i feel about it. i was ALL about a few weeks ago, but this week i'm starting to second guess. It's nervousness i know, and it's the thought of how the summer will go and whether or not i'll be happier with o*staff or at the info desk..not that either is guarenteed i'm just thinking.
so i'm going back and fourth in what i want to do...obviously if given the chance to do both.
we'll see...i know what i'll be doing this summer by next friday.
and in ever FURTHER planning, i sent in my student teaching application. WHAAAAAAAAAAAAT? student teaching..where did my college life go. i put 2 schools down and now i wanna change them..change the order..change the schools...i just..i don't know..i'm soo indecisive.
i'm TERRIFIED to student teach..but suprisingly not as much as a was maybe a month or two ago and not NEARLY as nervous as i'll be come september.
education classes suck as usual it's A LOT of *bullshit* work which i hate, but suprisingly i've been ontop of SO far this semester. Dutchneck school is good. I really like my CLASS and my teacher. and she really treats us like pre-student teachers so it's pretty freakin awesome. i'm happpy with it. it may make me want to be a teacher....mmm..i dunno about that.
i'm a junior and still have no idea what i wanna do with my life....i'm sure i'm not the only one.
so me and j go to the gym now....that's good for us. but i'm still gaining weight cause dalys sucks more than EVER, the diner is soo freakin delicious and my boyfriend LOVES take-out food quite possibly more than i do. so..i gotta work on that.
i was gonna try weight watchers, but psyched myself out every week since january. so yeah...diets just aren't my thing...and i gotta make it my thing.
Vibes....oh rider vibes. the past week or two of practices hasn't been bad AT ALL. i think the concerts gonna be reallly fun if we can think of more skits. i'm pretty good with that.
my birthday is in 2 weeks. i'm very excited. i'm not doing anything special for it...ON the day. probably just going out to dinner with my familia. i know...i like to live it up. there may be some celebration after my birthday's over...or when i'm back at rider. but i'm not sure yet. we'll have to wait and see.
things with aaron are great...
alright...more updates later including...the apprentice...friends...rider....arts abroad...
byee
jess, nicky, and aaron are all gone for the weekend. Not to say they're the only people that EXIST at rider, it just happens to be the people i hang out with the most and pretty much every weekend so to have all 3 gone...sucks BALLS.
so i'm here. can't go home..i have work tonight..
so what's been going on in my life???
things are good for the most part. I'm guessing i'm busy since the number of times i check my e-mail has reduced drastically.
hmm..
I'm obssessed with RENT...i know delayed. most of my friends were obsessed with RENT in middle school. I have yet to see the play, but that's my next step. i bought the movie, the movie soundtrack (broke...stupid me....LUCKILY after i put it on itunes) and jess let me steal her original soundtrack. YUM! RENT MY LOVE!
it's MARCH....what the fuck? time goes by soo fast. Yesterday they had the o*staff group interviews and although i'm going for it again, it was weird to think that a year ago i was going through it. DISGUSTINGLY nervous. and almost CERTAIN i wouldn't get it. a whole summer has passed winters almost through and i'm back again doing it again.
i'm not sure how i feel about it. i was ALL about a few weeks ago, but this week i'm starting to second guess. It's nervousness i know, and it's the thought of how the summer will go and whether or not i'll be happier with o*staff or at the info desk..not that either is guarenteed i'm just thinking.
so i'm going back and fourth in what i want to do...obviously if given the chance to do both.
we'll see...i know what i'll be doing this summer by next friday.
and in ever FURTHER planning, i sent in my student teaching application. WHAAAAAAAAAAAAT? student teaching..where did my college life go. i put 2 schools down and now i wanna change them..change the order..change the schools...i just..i don't know..i'm soo indecisive.
i'm TERRIFIED to student teach..but suprisingly not as much as a was maybe a month or two ago and not NEARLY as nervous as i'll be come september.
education classes suck as usual it's A LOT of *bullshit* work which i hate, but suprisingly i've been ontop of SO far this semester. Dutchneck school is good. I really like my CLASS and my teacher. and she really treats us like pre-student teachers so it's pretty freakin awesome. i'm happpy with it. it may make me want to be a teacher....mmm..i dunno about that.
i'm a junior and still have no idea what i wanna do with my life....i'm sure i'm not the only one.
so me and j go to the gym now....that's good for us. but i'm still gaining weight cause dalys sucks more than EVER, the diner is soo freakin delicious and my boyfriend LOVES take-out food quite possibly more than i do. so..i gotta work on that.
i was gonna try weight watchers, but psyched myself out every week since january. so yeah...diets just aren't my thing...and i gotta make it my thing.
Vibes....oh rider vibes. the past week or two of practices hasn't been bad AT ALL. i think the concerts gonna be reallly fun if we can think of more skits. i'm pretty good with that.
my birthday is in 2 weeks. i'm very excited. i'm not doing anything special for it...ON the day. probably just going out to dinner with my familia. i know...i like to live it up. there may be some celebration after my birthday's over...or when i'm back at rider. but i'm not sure yet. we'll have to wait and see.
things with aaron are great...
alright...more updates later including...the apprentice...friends...rider....arts abroad...
byee