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[motleysue]

I'm home.

not sure i'm completely happy about it.

please let a prevost pull in front of my house and take me away.

The real world is no fun.

I miss Deen Castranovo - the asshole drummer i fell in love with

I miss all of my new friends from the road

I loathe my office job - i don't know how to sit still anymore

i slept in a cashmere blanket curled up next to a guitar for 3 days crying - thought i was losing my mind (turns out its very common to have a little bit of a freak out)

xanex is my friend - wish i had more

i hate my apartment

I want to move

I want to feel normal in my own skin again

my heart feels like its going to jump out of my chest

i throw up every morning (no i'm not pregnant)

wwwahhhhhhhhhh :(