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I am having a real problem... I have never ever really missed anyone at camp ever, I mean you miss people but Ive never been homesick Ive never wanted to be here instead, and well I havent even left yet and I am already sure that it is going to be soooo hard! Ive never felt that before, what if I cant handle it? I mean it is not normal for me not to count down and not to be all excited and packing a month in advance and Im freaking out! want to go to camp sooo badly I miss it and the people and I want this summer to be great for a veruy big number of reasons and I want to be there for people who need me right now, but I dont want to leave him, I know always a boy you would say, and its true I mean everything else I dont mind as much, which is not necessarily a good thing but havin g a crappy life at home always made it so easy to just leave....
On the other hand, getting the hell away from this house is soooo apealing to me at the moment.
I am crqazy I know
So I had written this horrible paragraph about a certain person who has gotten 100% on my nerves... but then decided that the diplomatic thing to do was to avoid that entry... i will tell u all as soon as i see you though. if I scream and shout and look like I want to kill someone do not worry lol
On the other hand, getting the hell away from this house is soooo apealing to me at the moment.
I am crqazy I know
So I had written this horrible paragraph about a certain person who has gotten 100% on my nerves... but then decided that the diplomatic thing to do was to avoid that entry... i will tell u all as soon as i see you though. if I scream and shout and look like I want to kill someone do not worry lol