Sep 22, 2004 20:47
tell me one more time that everythings gonna be ok cause the future is looking hazy and when i cant see whats ahead of me things start getting scary. lifes been going up and down so fast that ive lost track of time, family, friends, and myself. Despite my nonchalant attitude im rotting from the inside out and i swear i can feel my heart decaying. so ill turn to my only friend even though i know it destroys me more then it will ever help me, and the saddest part is admitting it all. no wait, the saddest part is how im practically screaming it all but you'll never listen. If i learned one thing from this it would be the worst thing you can do is let yourself down.