bluuurrrgggh
so, i figured an update was in order. i've been relatively healthy since my last update. but it's been a weird few months. i'm pretty sure i'm depressed. i've just sort of withdrawn from life. this term sucks. i'll probably fail all my classes. i started taking my job for granted. and i've been a really shitty friend. but, i think i'm moving slowly out of my nervous breakdown. grappling with one's own mortality sucks, but i've learned to get over myself and realize we're all in the same situation. right?
so feeling better is awesome. i have a lot to look forward to right now too! spring break starts at the end of next week. starting a new term for spring is exciting. i bought a plane ticket to north carolina for may. it's just going to be my mom and i. i need to lose like a lot of weight and get tan in 60 days time. but it's always good to be motivated though.
i got my hair chopped off. i miss my ponytails. but blurrrgh i had so much dead shit at the ends. it's a longer a-line cut. really boring. everyone else really likes it, but i can not stand not being able to put my hair up. i get all heated and i feel like a mopppp. plus i have to actually spend time doing my hair. not my thing. ugh
i'm sooo sick right now. my fucking girls at work! they've gotten me sick like twice this year already!! everyone makes fun of me because i'm always running around the salon with antiseptic and a washcloth cleaning everything off but THIS IS WHY!! not that it did any good, apparently.
we had the besttt party last week. it was supposed to be an ANTM party. but we spent alllll night watching movies and drinking wine and i made a bunch of bomb food. it was sooo fun. it was nice to drink too! it was only my third time since the hospital - once at dinner with bree, priscilla, and keith. then once at cody's dad's 60th birthday. so i've been behaving!!
i wanna get high sooo bad though. but i can't smoke - fucking lungs. so i want to make cannabrownies. buttt it's such a paaaain. any suggestions?
our new apartment is BOMBBOMBBOMBBOMB. it is sooooo fucking hot. sexy. ridiculous. gorgeous. i love it. it's giant and clean and decorated beautifullllly. i love it. i need to get some more art though. our living room is completely artless. but we've been searching every weekend for art to no avail.
i've been playing so much 360 it's ridiculous. i am so addicted. gta4 is the best game ever.
oh my god this cold sucks.
i wanted to make cody something special for dinner tonight but i am suuuuch a lamer and i feel like poop so i am just going to order in. ahahaha. ohh. balls, lazy. i can't decide what to order though. thai food sounds fierce, but cody doesn't love thai as much as myself. hmm.
we attempted to adopt a new puppy last week. but it just didn't work out. the dog was really tame and had no personality. but we're still looking for the next member of our family. exciting times!
i'm sure i'm forgetting a shit ton of stuff, but i need to find out what the crap to get for dinner!!!
xoxo
sara.
so feeling better is awesome. i have a lot to look forward to right now too! spring break starts at the end of next week. starting a new term for spring is exciting. i bought a plane ticket to north carolina for may. it's just going to be my mom and i. i need to lose like a lot of weight and get tan in 60 days time. but it's always good to be motivated though.
i got my hair chopped off. i miss my ponytails. but blurrrgh i had so much dead shit at the ends. it's a longer a-line cut. really boring. everyone else really likes it, but i can not stand not being able to put my hair up. i get all heated and i feel like a mopppp. plus i have to actually spend time doing my hair. not my thing. ugh
i'm sooo sick right now. my fucking girls at work! they've gotten me sick like twice this year already!! everyone makes fun of me because i'm always running around the salon with antiseptic and a washcloth cleaning everything off but THIS IS WHY!! not that it did any good, apparently.
we had the besttt party last week. it was supposed to be an ANTM party. but we spent alllll night watching movies and drinking wine and i made a bunch of bomb food. it was sooo fun. it was nice to drink too! it was only my third time since the hospital - once at dinner with bree, priscilla, and keith. then once at cody's dad's 60th birthday. so i've been behaving!!
i wanna get high sooo bad though. but i can't smoke - fucking lungs. so i want to make cannabrownies. buttt it's such a paaaain. any suggestions?
our new apartment is BOMBBOMBBOMBBOMB. it is sooooo fucking hot. sexy. ridiculous. gorgeous. i love it. it's giant and clean and decorated beautifullllly. i love it. i need to get some more art though. our living room is completely artless. but we've been searching every weekend for art to no avail.
i've been playing so much 360 it's ridiculous. i am so addicted. gta4 is the best game ever.
oh my god this cold sucks.
i wanted to make cody something special for dinner tonight but i am suuuuch a lamer and i feel like poop so i am just going to order in. ahahaha. ohh. balls, lazy. i can't decide what to order though. thai food sounds fierce, but cody doesn't love thai as much as myself. hmm.
we attempted to adopt a new puppy last week. but it just didn't work out. the dog was really tame and had no personality. but we're still looking for the next member of our family. exciting times!
i'm sure i'm forgetting a shit ton of stuff, but i need to find out what the crap to get for dinner!!!
xoxo
sara.