Oct 24, 2008 08:37
buhbuhbuh long week.
my crazy ass korean teacher lady went out of town for a week and just sort of abandoned us. which was totally awesome. especially since i have her twice a day on tuesdays and thursdays. so she came back yesterday ever more mrs.swan-y and even less organized. i almost blew my brains out.
i've finally started making friends at school which makes it a much more pleasant experience.
i'm feeling a thousand times better. i think all the blood has worked its way out of my lungs. i've not coughed up blood in like a week. and the medications seem to be doing their job. i'm still a total weenie and i get winded really easily doing ANYTHING. like the other day i had to go pee way bad so i just sort of trotted (ahahha trotted) to the toilet and i felt like i had ran a mile.
i'm watching peewee's big adventure. and i have no classes today. and next week is midterms and i should really be doing something. but i'm not.
annnd i haven't had a drop of alcohol in almost three weeks now. it's getting easier. i'm still really bummed. everyone keeps asking me out for drinks and i've just been avoiding all my friends. i seriously haven't hung out with anyone besides cody since i got out of the hospital. probably not healthy but i'm scared of temptation. i'm even staying in on the most important night of my life, my first halloween as a legal adult. ugh.
tonight's date night and that stokes me out. cody and i went hardcore winter clothes shopping last weekend. i can't wait for it to get cold so i can wear all my cute new sweaters. mmhm. my daddy and i are going to the vikings game tomorrow. that should be a good time.
i'm going to go make myself a deluxe breakfast in bed.
xoxo
sara