Not At Work...

Jul 09, 2008 00:55

Feels like I haven't had a day off in forever. I shot pool with my mom and Jeri. C J was there for a little while but had to leave early to go to work. All in all, it was fun. I had a little too much to drink, but that's easy these days.

I feel like such a dork sometimes...There was something I wanted to post about but I totally forgot as soon as I started writing so this is going to be one of those ramble posts.

I miss my best friend so much. I miss all my friends. I guess I didn't notice before because I was so wrapped up in being sick and trying to focus on getting better...but I feel like I kind of alienated my friends. I didn't want anyone to see me like I was though. Throwing up everyday, sometimes 3 times a day...unable to walk without the help of my beautiful wife... and you know when you're sick ya don't feel like doing your hair so I was looking a mess too... I stopped answering calls, stopped calling people, stopped visiting, stopped taking visitors.... man. I'm sorry ya'll...but I'm sure anyone who calls themselves my friend will understand. I miss you guys tho so pick up the phone!

Anyway.... I'm gonna watch General Hospital or read the rest of my book or something.

Peace & Blessings

L J R
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