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[mota]

So I'm still alive. Still doing good. I'm on a new chapter of my life where I'm trying to get my anxiety under better control.. Learning a lot more about anxiety which is helping me understand myself more and more. I'm feeling less crazy, like there is no way of getting better, to now its only a matter of time before I'm over it. My eyes have opened and I've realized I have social anxiety... I know everyone probably has a tiny case of it but mine has caused me to be mean to people when I first meet them or just avoid whole situations.. And talking about it and even writing about it makes me feel better. I've been talking to those closest to me about all of this and it just really makes me feel better. I'm excited... And I'm really looking forward to being completely happy... Eventually with someone. But for now I'm good with just working on me. Because no matter how cliche I sound, I've got to be right before I can be with anyone.

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