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Wat issit like to fall in love again???It sucks!I dun even know if tats love!My fren jus called it a trophy bf when I said I'd be proud to walk beside him!Lets jus say I'm open to experiment, not sex but jus to experiment if I could date another guy...I didn't think tat I could but I wouldn't mind trying. I have this paranoia whenever I go out...I had to assure myself tat he's not gonna be anywhere I go b4 I go out...I met him last Sat. n it felt awful!I had to drag my frens out of where we were str8 away...felt so bad cause we jus got there!Well, life like this!I cant bare wif the pain to see him doing it wif another guy!I'd rather die!I know its gonna be so hurtful!
Anyways, I'm loosing my grip again!He needs time to get over him...should I wait or should I jus move on?He's too reserved, I dunno wat he feels about me...one minute he's making me thinking tat he cares more than a fren for me, n the other he's telling me tat he's sorry for wasting my time. Guys!pls do me a favor...be str8 forward, I dun like to play hide n seek!It's tiring!
Anyways, I'm loosing my grip again!He needs time to get over him...should I wait or should I jus move on?He's too reserved, I dunno wat he feels about me...one minute he's making me thinking tat he cares more than a fren for me, n the other he's telling me tat he's sorry for wasting my time. Guys!pls do me a favor...be str8 forward, I dun like to play hide n seek!It's tiring!