Wat am I to do?
I'm messed up so badly in life!I've lost most of my good frens, I'm out of love, work has been exhausting and I'm struggling to pay my debts. I use to think I have control over my life but somehow things got different...it's like I've lost everything overnite. I've lost my confidence, I've becoming more n more anti-social, I spend most of my time at work n I hardly go out and even if I did, I dun seem to enjoy myself anymore. It's depressing but I couldn't express this to anyone. I'm not gonna die my frens but I need to stand up again..I wanna change!The biggest mistakes I've made in my life (so far) have caused all this to happen to me and I totally regretted it, should I really blame him?I kept thinking that this could be my fault too but I dunno. It's so complicated I dunno where to begin. I wished I could jus cry out loud n I think I would feel betta...perhaps I need one of those "emotion detoxicating" sessions huh !*wink at Nick* I dun remember wat u call it. Perhaps I need to jus getaway...I need a good rest!I need to unwind a lil'...I cant take this anymore...it's too stressful. I'm tired!