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i could say i'm a shitty drinker and i never learn my lessons and i may never learn my lessons for my whole life.
but i could also say, that i get drunk to the point of passing out and vomiting in people's basements shows i think alcohol (and the world) is innocent. that i am still innocent. that i'm still childishly curious.
that i know there's something valid in intoxication.
that i just might learn one day what my limit is, but the fact that i don't, just shows that i don't drink enough to figure it out, that i'm wild, that i'm crazy-free: free to be crazy.
that i'm passionate about it all.
but i could also say, that i get drunk to the point of passing out and vomiting in people's basements shows i think alcohol (and the world) is innocent. that i am still innocent. that i'm still childishly curious.
that i know there's something valid in intoxication.
that i just might learn one day what my limit is, but the fact that i don't, just shows that i don't drink enough to figure it out, that i'm wild, that i'm crazy-free: free to be crazy.
that i'm passionate about it all.