Black & Blue
Tonight is guiet. It's been a weird day.
I've talked to Joey a few times about moving in together. The first time he said he wanted to. The second time he said he would want to if we found a place of our own. This time, today, he said he didn't want to because of several reasons. He thinks that I'm pressuring him and that I am acting as if I'm on a schedule, and I'm freaking him out. I feel like by saying what he said to me, he's saying he doesn't want anything more right now. I do. I want more, and it hurts my feelings. I feel ready to move farther in our relationship. Maybe I'm naive, but I feel like if it were really meant to be it will work out, and if not; that's a risk I'm willing to take. I don't understand. I wish I did, but I don't. I don't know what to do.
I've talked to Joey a few times about moving in together. The first time he said he wanted to. The second time he said he would want to if we found a place of our own. This time, today, he said he didn't want to because of several reasons. He thinks that I'm pressuring him and that I am acting as if I'm on a schedule, and I'm freaking him out. I feel like by saying what he said to me, he's saying he doesn't want anything more right now. I do. I want more, and it hurts my feelings. I feel ready to move farther in our relationship. Maybe I'm naive, but I feel like if it were really meant to be it will work out, and if not; that's a risk I'm willing to take. I don't understand. I wish I did, but I don't. I don't know what to do.