Still Slinking and Lurking About
So, I know that it has been at least one moon cycle since I have posted anything in here. I just seem to flow through the days as if there were nothing to write down. But, sometimes, it is more that I wish not to take the time to do so. LOL
As it is, my emotions have been such fun to deal with, that I have had to remind myself that we ALL have days where we want to lock ourselves away and just hide until the end of this existence as we seem to know it. And, as much as I try to remember that little tidbit of information, I still close the walls around me.
Granted, not all my days have been spent hiding away from those that know me and see me. But, sometimes the days are just too free to not be happy and excited. On those days, I can feel the shining light that does often dwell inside of us all. Those are the days that even people who I have some severe issues with don't even touch the surface of my mood.
Last night, insomnia decided to visit me. Gratefully, it only visits once or twice in a moon cycle. But, it still drives my internal clock haywire for a few days afterward. I mean, I tried, to some degree to rest. But, when my body is screaming at me to stay awake - for the heavens only know why - I don't have much choice.
On top of all this, I have an appointment today with the new doctor - a GP. I have never liked seeing these people. Yes, I know that with my medical background it is a vile necessity. But knowing doesn't make the situation better.
For those that might be curious our littlest one will be 6 months old on the 18th. Hopefully I will remember to come home and update again so that everyone will know how he is doing.
Anyway, I need to go. Take care of yourself and your loved ones.
As it is, my emotions have been such fun to deal with, that I have had to remind myself that we ALL have days where we want to lock ourselves away and just hide until the end of this existence as we seem to know it. And, as much as I try to remember that little tidbit of information, I still close the walls around me.
Granted, not all my days have been spent hiding away from those that know me and see me. But, sometimes the days are just too free to not be happy and excited. On those days, I can feel the shining light that does often dwell inside of us all. Those are the days that even people who I have some severe issues with don't even touch the surface of my mood.
Last night, insomnia decided to visit me. Gratefully, it only visits once or twice in a moon cycle. But, it still drives my internal clock haywire for a few days afterward. I mean, I tried, to some degree to rest. But, when my body is screaming at me to stay awake - for the heavens only know why - I don't have much choice.
On top of all this, I have an appointment today with the new doctor - a GP. I have never liked seeing these people. Yes, I know that with my medical background it is a vile necessity. But knowing doesn't make the situation better.
For those that might be curious our littlest one will be 6 months old on the 18th. Hopefully I will remember to come home and update again so that everyone will know how he is doing.
Anyway, I need to go. Take care of yourself and your loved ones.