sleep
I don't know.
I'm narcoleptic, so I always sleep a lot. I'm used to being tired, moody, inattentive and all that shit.
I have depressions and a lot of other psychological problems, so I'm also used to phases of just hating having contact with humans in general, because I crave for it, but always, always fuck up during these times. Hardcore.
But, recently...I wake up. It's somewhere in the second part of the night, I'm awake, but my brain is still in dreamland, so I write shitty stuff I regret afterwards to friends/ whatever. I'm so pissed off about myself, that I fall asleep over the keyboard, meaning more shit written.
I wake up too late. I go to school. Sleep during lessons. I come back for lunchbreak. I sleep. I get up and go to school. I come home. I eat something and go to sleep. Over. That's what basically happens every fucking day.
I have so much stuff I HAVE to do and so many things I WANT to do. But a day consists only of 24hours.
I'm narcoleptic, so I always sleep a lot. I'm used to being tired, moody, inattentive and all that shit.
I have depressions and a lot of other psychological problems, so I'm also used to phases of just hating having contact with humans in general, because I crave for it, but always, always fuck up during these times. Hardcore.
But, recently...I wake up. It's somewhere in the second part of the night, I'm awake, but my brain is still in dreamland, so I write shitty stuff I regret afterwards to friends/ whatever. I'm so pissed off about myself, that I fall asleep over the keyboard, meaning more shit written.
I wake up too late. I go to school. Sleep during lessons. I come back for lunchbreak. I sleep. I get up and go to school. I come home. I eat something and go to sleep. Over. That's what basically happens every fucking day.
I have so much stuff I HAVE to do and so many things I WANT to do. But a day consists only of 24hours.