(( see-through faded, super jaded, and out of my mind ))

[morphineangel]

i know how stupid this must sound coming from me and all.....but i think that i can honestly say that i am happy with the things that i have tht i can call mine right now.....i am truly content with the way things have been going (( with the obvious exception )).....and hopefully i will be getting off of this bullshit by friday so i can go and do

Comments

[blakdar]

One good thing about yearbooks is when you see the popular people later and they are mowing lawns, working fast food, or smoking crack. You can say looks at this idiot who was like super popular and know they are a looser. HAHA

[morphineangel]

i just didn't see the point this year....they are super expensive....half if not more fo those people are going to spend the rest of their lives in belmont so yea

[blakdar]

do you live near Belmont? I live really close to there.

[morphineangel]

my mom lives in lake wylie and i don't really have a home to tell you the truth.....i just go from here to there

[lifewithoutblue]

yeah sihk_rellik is a great guy for cheering up people.
He can sometimes convince me of things I otherwise would say no...

"Get up christ, you're a soldier. How you gonna let that bitch hurt you?! You're bigger than that right?! Right boy!?

Good, now take this oozie and go kill her entire family. GO BOY... yeah... that's my soldier."

*shrugs*

[morphineangel]

he is good at that isn't he.....and don't lie you know you would've killed her family anyway.....you just needed support ;)

[lifewithoutblue]

sure sure, it was in me somewhere... but I'm far too much of a pussy to start shit sometimes. Really.

I needed dave to help me beat this marilyn manson lookin guys ass, that I clearly could have done on my own... but WHAT IF's plauge me.

what if I got beat up by a guy that looked gayer than I do, how would that make me look? gayer!

[morphineangel]

ahh i see your point =)

[childvelvet]

Dave is a great guy, and you are a great girl. you both deserve happiness. and i'm so happy to see that you find it in each other. Dave is a very special boy and any girl that gets to see that in him is a lucky girl. you 2 absolutely positively shine when you are together. i'm sorry i seem so gloomy all the time but you understand you met me when i was happy and lost it all the very next day. BUT i'm recovering and walking the long hard road from a shattered and burned heart. and you will see the real me as soon as i heal from this. just know that i really do like you and care about you Miss Allie, and that i would like to be here for you as a friend whenever you need me. its what i do. i love to care about people and make them as happy as i can. i know i may have come off as selfish and self involved in the last few weeks, but like i said thats not me, thats just me when i fall. *hugs* you have all my respect and love dear. and if you need me for anything i am here....always.

[morphineangel]

this whole being content thing is a situation i am not used to yet, but from what i understand i better get used to it...and as for your whole situation, i can understand and think nothing of it, i've been there myself and i know what you're going through, give me a call sometime and maybe we can come down there with some people andsee you =)

[sihk_rellik]

hehe it is always my pleasure to cheer you up dollface! Now hurry up and get over here cause ::looks around:: imissyou =)
<33333333

[morphineangel]

::blushes:: i miss you too <33333

[sihk_rellik]

::smiles:: <3333