(( see-through faded, super jaded, and out of my mind ))
i know how stupid this must sound coming from me and all.....but i think that i can honestly say that i am happy with the things that i have tht i can call mine right now.....i am truly content with the way things have been going (( with the obvious exception )).....and hopefully i will be getting off of this bullshit by friday so i can go and do good things again......i brought all of my grades up to passing and even a few beyond that......and i have been doing what i has been "asked" of me all week and weekend, including church.....
most of this new found happiness i must give credit to sihk_rellik for seeing as how he has called me and cheered me up every chance he got.....so yes much credit goes to him for that <333
as for today i am going home and doing more work and probably sitting around doing nothing after that......all by myself.......i might be able to go see my dad one day this week so that will at least get me out of the house for a little while and hopefully the whole day if possible......friday i don't think i am going to school seeing as how there will be nothing to do b/c all of these rednecks will be getting yearbooks and i choose NOT to remember this torture called high school........so maybe friday i can go out earlier than 3 or 4.....hopefully anyway......but i will be on later so that is all for now.
<3 and red kool-aid <3
*allie*