paranoia, donations and other misc. crap
well, i'm super paranoid right now from my schizoaffective disorder. i keep thinking i'm on a secret TV channel broadcasted world wide and everyone hates me so much that they keep it a secret =(
i didn't make that donation to the person doing those schizophrenia videos on youtube but i did donate to human rights campaign and i also donate some money to the person i want to be president :)
they are coming in my apartment tomorrow to clean the carpet and that has me nervous also as well as paranoid.
i dunno, i just feel like shit right now =(