so here we go...
my first public entry since 2017, and now it's the 2nd day of 2020 early morning.
i should be sleeping but i'm a true night owl.
anyways, so much has changed... i am 39 now, i believe i was 28 when i started this journal.
before you continue reading, realize most of this will be boring shit that you wont want to read.
i dunno what to write about. well yesterday sucked. i was ultra depressed.
ah ha! i thought of something! i'm tired of all these people on youtube who think schizophrenia makes them famous so this tell their "story". except for this one girl that does it really well. she puts out videos regularly about schizophrenia and schizoaffective. i'm going to try to donate a few bucks to her tomorrow, but i might not have enough money.
my christmas was awesome. but i dont drive, and christmas was at my mothers house a half hour away so someone had to drive me home. we got all the way back to my apartment and i realized i left my keys at my moms house. ugh, it sucked, i was so embarased i felt like a little kid.
well i better start slow, so thats about it for now thanks for reading :)