Bleh!
Have been discharged from the Crisis Team! :-D
They said I had improved loads since I have been taking that awful medication again!
The bad news however is that I feel like I am living my daily life through a pane of thick glass, while wrapped in cotton wool :-(
For the last week or so I have been cancelling/turning down everything, then feeling really isolated & left out when I hear what a great time everyone had & how I should have come, etc
I feel really angry with myself that I can't hack going out when I'm like this.
It's really hard to explain to people how the pills knock you out & make going out the last thing you want to do, without sounding like a boring wuss. I just hope everyone does realise it is due to this & not them if I don't come out or am zombiefied when I talk to them for a while.
I made it out last night to Slimes, though only stayed for a couple of hours. Apparently the side effects will wear off after a few weeks (they did last time), but in the meantime, all I feel like doing is curling up in bed & sleeping...
The key worker is being nice lately & even gave me a Freedom Pass on Friday - I was gobsmacked! So it's not all bad.
Debating whether to go to Dev after posting this or going home to bed. At the moment, bed seems to be winning.
Though I am not feeling so social at the moment, people are welcome to come over to me and Foxie's place for zombiefied chats over cups of tea etc. Hopefully I will be feeling myself again pretty damn soon!
They said I had improved loads since I have been taking that awful medication again!
The bad news however is that I feel like I am living my daily life through a pane of thick glass, while wrapped in cotton wool :-(
For the last week or so I have been cancelling/turning down everything, then feeling really isolated & left out when I hear what a great time everyone had & how I should have come, etc
I feel really angry with myself that I can't hack going out when I'm like this.
It's really hard to explain to people how the pills knock you out & make going out the last thing you want to do, without sounding like a boring wuss. I just hope everyone does realise it is due to this & not them if I don't come out or am zombiefied when I talk to them for a while.
I made it out last night to Slimes, though only stayed for a couple of hours. Apparently the side effects will wear off after a few weeks (they did last time), but in the meantime, all I feel like doing is curling up in bed & sleeping...
The key worker is being nice lately & even gave me a Freedom Pass on Friday - I was gobsmacked! So it's not all bad.
Debating whether to go to Dev after posting this or going home to bed. At the moment, bed seems to be winning.
Though I am not feeling so social at the moment, people are welcome to come over to me and Foxie's place for zombiefied chats over cups of tea etc. Hopefully I will be feeling myself again pretty damn soon!