Sep 15, 2005 19:22
i never know what to update anymore. there really isnt anything going on in my life that would be worth writing here. i think out of anything, im just being torn apart inside again, due to my feelings for someone.
why do things always have to end the same way with me?
(ps. i dont want to hear anyone give me that "dont worry, just give it time, youre a great guy, the next girl will be very lucky, things will work out, dont give up, youre too good for her, itll happen when you least expect it, be patient" BULLSHIT. ive heard about enough of that to last a motherfucking life time, so save it for someone who might actually believe it, instead of me, who knows its simply being said with the intention of comfort. even if its not that way, just dont say it, because ive honestly heard that way too fucking much, and i know they are empty words.)
actions speak louder than words.
which means the world is mute.