last one I promise
Three posts in one day, this has to be some kinda record. So ya, after my little meltdown, God actually brought a circumstance around to knock me out of the hurt that I was feeling. I talked with Curits, I LOVE YA MAN, and He explained some things to me, and I realized I had been seeing the situation in the wrong light. Ive just been vulnrable lately and the devil has been digging into my wounds, deeper and deeper. Those lies that he has always fed me. No one will ever want me, sure im cool by myself, but in comparison with someone else? They'll choose the other person. Things like that, and I need to find victory in that, I really do. I know what I need to do, write out all those lies and memorize verses to combat them... I know those promises do exsist so I need to go out and seek them. But Im going to go to bed now, for the first time ever before 12:00 a.m. SWEET. Night.