AH
OKay, so Ya, I know that I just posted, but I just have to talk to someone who cant talk back right now. Gosh! DO YOU KNOW! HHow hard it is to be around someone who everyone seems to be drawn to, who everyone has a "thing" for, and feel so... SO overlooked!? YES, I know God loves me, and yes I KNOW that Im beautiful on the inside, and YES I know, I know, I know!!! But Gosh darnet, no guy that I know, seems to want that... and Im sitting here crying because nobody does. They think Im nice, sweet,cute, but thats it. No mas, I might as well just become a nun, it wouldnt change anything anyway. UGH, yet I know God loves me, so why does it bother me?! It makes me mad that it does. Im just the girl that Every guy, and i mean NEARLY EVERY GUY THAT WE KNOW, comes to, to ask for a number of a certain someone, to reveal their secret affections for this same someone, to tell me to warn this person that guys have their eyes on THEM. UGH, okay, thats great. WHY DONT U JUST LEAVE ME ALONE! Because obvioulsy im having a breakdown... lol.....*cries* I just want someone to notice me.