(no subject)

Mar 19, 2007 22:06

where am i going now?
i dont know.
where am I going now, i said...
i dont know.
i think about the worlds gone by
I sit here in the shadow afraid to cry.

I thought I knew the way once.
but the path's since overgrown.
and i've feeling overthrown-
i've lost the reins i used to hold.

i want to travel
but i've lost all my maps.
and now i've fallen
into age-old traps
i'm about to crumble, i dont know where i'll land;
but i'm hating me now, for having killed myself again.

i want to know this feeling
but no one is revealing it to me.
i've sat and studied what i've known
but only you can tell me why i'm alone.

where am i going now ...  
i dont know.

it's not at all funny how stuff doesn't work out sometimes.
it's actually quite scary.
i hate the question, "so what's next? what do i do now?"
scary.

i got a surprise visit by fabio the other day. i'm quite the lucky girl ;o) short time, but definitely nice. i might have talked his ear off. he might not look it, that stereotypical male supermodel type, but he's a good listener.
Previous post Next post
Up