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Wow. Someone mentioned LJ and I immediately thought of all the drama and the love that went down here. A place for people to vent and make it public.
I'm done. Tomorrow I find out how my teachers think I did but somehow I'm rarely surprised at them and what they have to say. I mean not in the sens that they are dumb but more so that I know my own flaws, just not how to fix them . Conferences scare the shit out of me. Its like getting your jury sheets back infront of all of your teachers who then tell you what you did wrong and right. If they dont start out with that then well, you know you wont be attending the school next year.
The Freshman year is suppose to be " The Discovery Year" and in more ways than my teachers can ever understand it has been. I like my comfort zone; and this year my teachers have ripped it out of my hands and told me to face my issues already. Its both scary and gratifying. This year has made me proud of some things, frusterated at others and ashamed at other moments. It has made me sure of what I want and at the same moment, I am not so sure. This is a hard way of life I've chosen, one that takes drive and dedication that is sometimes fruitless. I'm exausted from all that I've done this year and I need one of those mental siestas.
summer has always been my fave time of the year. a time to work and play at my leisure.
I hope I do not fail my government exam. please please please.
I'm done. Tomorrow I find out how my teachers think I did but somehow I'm rarely surprised at them and what they have to say. I mean not in the sens that they are dumb but more so that I know my own flaws, just not how to fix them . Conferences scare the shit out of me. Its like getting your jury sheets back infront of all of your teachers who then tell you what you did wrong and right. If they dont start out with that then well, you know you wont be attending the school next year.
The Freshman year is suppose to be " The Discovery Year" and in more ways than my teachers can ever understand it has been. I like my comfort zone; and this year my teachers have ripped it out of my hands and told me to face my issues already. Its both scary and gratifying. This year has made me proud of some things, frusterated at others and ashamed at other moments. It has made me sure of what I want and at the same moment, I am not so sure. This is a hard way of life I've chosen, one that takes drive and dedication that is sometimes fruitless. I'm exausted from all that I've done this year and I need one of those mental siestas.
summer has always been my fave time of the year. a time to work and play at my leisure.
I hope I do not fail my government exam. please please please.