so im pretty much done with hardcore. im not going to play in a 'hardcore' band again. im so tired of cookie cutter hardcore - breakdowns and melodic parts in every song. its so lame. why buy 235 different cds when you can hear all the same stuff from one artist. that goes with live shows too. im rambling ( Read more... )

I cut my hair off! I havent looked like this in a lonnnnngggg time.

And as for the weekend with Joel, Shorter, and Wes - well, it was the best time I've had in a long time. I love those guys

My best friends in the whole wide world are coming!

TONIGHT

What I look for in a significant other:

should be a friend
should be beautiful
should have a beautiful personality
should like me for who i really am, and not what they want me to be
should NOT have to drink and party to have fun
should NOT have other douchebag boyfriends (who want them just to get in their pants)
should understand/know God.
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So Shannon Miller (Mueller) and I are hanging out again. This time we're going to stay hanging out instead of like once every 8 months. Friday night we did what we do best, which is watch movies, eat pizza, play sega, and of course, 'chat'. Man its been too long. Bad things happen when we're apart, trust me

I think you know me well...

The promises that I'd make
Left broken on the floor
The bruise left around my heart
Leaves me begging for more
In hope and desperation
I'll find my only light
In your withering beauty

Maybe I'm wasting my time
But will we ever be?
I'm tired of all this walking.
And if we'll never be,
I'll walk until my feet are bleeding

another day has gone by
time just took it away
as friends we havent changed
clear skies watched over us
but we've had our share of rain
romance still sits untouched
by the water i wait patiently
hoping i'll take her home someday
to think i could  lose her
that my dreams were her only place
but for her i've learned to wait
a smile remains on my face knowing
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BOY DO I HAVE SOMETHING TO TELL YOU.

So I hung out with Amber tonight. Its been about a month, and to be honest I forgot how much I enjoy spending time with her. We watched the freakin Exorcism Of Emily Rose though. GEEZ

SO.....

I really want a girlfriend.  and my original thought for this post was to simply put "WHATS WITH ALL THESE SLUTS WHO DONT WANT TO DATE?"  but....thats not very Christian of me, even though I'm deathly lonesome.  I'm starting to realize that I'm not being fair in the whole process.  I think I might be wanting a girlfriend, or someone to date ( Read more... )