Wake up.
I found inspiration in a very odd way yesterday. I was reading my LJ from what seems like eons ago, for sure a different life ago, and found myself to be very motivating. in 2001 and spots on and off I sounded like me. I mean, I'm always, ME, but I was this person who was happy and social, and motivated about changing her life and was dedicated and disaplined.
I haven't been feeling many of those things in the last year or so. I think after I left KWire and was unemployed for so long that I lost part of me. I became lost, sad, broke, and lazy. Those things worked there way into becoming part of me. Well, now that I've seen this, I'm done with them. They're not part of me any longer. I'm going to focus on stay conscious of my decisions and not take the easy road.
I used to belive that I could have anything I wanted. I still can.
Just have to work for it.
I also think I used to be a much wittier writer back then. Hmmm... I need to work on that.
I haven't been feeling many of those things in the last year or so. I think after I left KWire and was unemployed for so long that I lost part of me. I became lost, sad, broke, and lazy. Those things worked there way into becoming part of me. Well, now that I've seen this, I'm done with them. They're not part of me any longer. I'm going to focus on stay conscious of my decisions and not take the easy road.
I used to belive that I could have anything I wanted. I still can.
Just have to work for it.
I also think I used to be a much wittier writer back then. Hmmm... I need to work on that.