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I should have known better than to say anything. I always end up opening my big fat mouth and fucking something up. I should have just kept it to myself, should have just left the wall where it was and let it be, but no I had to take off that first brick, I had to spill my heart after only 3 weeks. As always. I'm always fucking everything up. I dont think I'll ever get anywhere. I bought him a promise ring. He doesnt know about it, and I dont plan on giving it to him for quite a while, but I saw it and loved it, and its the right size, so i went for it. A $400 ring that i got for less than $50. Woo-hoo. And if I really fucked up this time it will be $50 down the drain. W/e maybe its just me. I dont even fucking know anymore. I'm just so damn tired.